Ramadhan pertama ibu mengandung~

Hari ni genap 4 hari umat islam berpuasa. Alhamdulillah setakat ni aku masih mampu berpuasa tanpa mengalami kebuluran melampau.. haha.. Allah Maha Kaya.

Honestly speaking, i was a bit worried to berpuasa. Tak tahu whether aku mampu ke tak. Sebab biasanya bila tiba time makan, aku akan rasa lapar, tak lama pastu rasa lapar giler, pastu kebulur tahap cipan selagi tak dpt makanan. Sampai ketar2.. melampau kan? So, aku terpikir camne aku nak berpuasa? kalau aku tak puasa plak, jenuh nak mengganti next year.. aduh!

Tapi dengan kuasa Allah dan berkat bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ni, aku rasa biasa2 je. Takde plak kebulur ke apa. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Harap2 akan kekal macam ni sampai abes puasa insyaAllah. I'm proud of my babies sebab ini puasa pertama mereka. hehe..

And now, tak sabar giler nak tunggu kak cha anak beranak balik bercuti for raya dari Arab Saudi. It's been a year since i last met them. InsyaAllah only days left until their arrival. Rindu teramat sangat!!! Cepatla masa berlalu :D

Ok till then, jom tido awal.. esok wajib bangun sahur! Chow~

Our Very First Anniversary :D

Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.

Dengan izin Allah, 30 July 2011, dah genap setahun usia perkahwinan kami. Cepatnya masa berlalu.. rasa cam baru je kahwin.. hihi.. (perasan!)

We spent our anniversary night at Zenith Hotel, Kuantan.. Memang sgt best! Thank you kamu for the so many special treats! saya tersangat bahagia.. hehe :)

Few funny things happened during this weekend. And i can't stop laughing whenever i think about them. What a great end for this month. Alhamdulillah segala yg di rancang untuk bulan ini semuanya berjalan lancar.. syukur tak terhingga.

And my pregnancy dah genap 7 bulan. I've gained 14 kgs so far. And the weight has taken its toll on me. Kaki sakit. And payah tul nk cari position yang selesa. Babies suka sangat terbonjol2 kat perut.. sometimes when both of them nak terbonjol, my perut will look hideous.. cam bukit yang tak rata.. scary but i love it! Haha..

Owh esok pose, Selamat berpose to all!!

And to my hubby, Happy 1st Anniversary. I love you! Mmuah!

Busy Body~

Saya sangat serabut dengan orang yang busy body. Well, who doesn't? kan?

Hari ni tetiba ada lar sorang hamba Allah ni, came to see me and asked me about my work. Dia tanya apa aku dah buat sepanjang aku keje kat sini. Tanya mana fail meja aku. And macam2 lagi dia interview. Macam seorang bos menyoal siasat orang bawahan dia. And i was like, apa kena dia ni?

Kenapa plak aku nak kena bagi laporan kat dia? Bos aku kat putrajaya kot. Apa2 hal aku report kat my boss la. And in fact, i just came back from an attachment seminggu kat putrajaya and me n my boss dah berbincang panjang lebar soal kerja aku. Yang si hamba Allah ni nak amik alih tugas bos apehal lak?

Aku cam terpinga2 kejap. But then aku sedar lar.. ramai rupanya si busy body kat sini. Haha.. Pasni maybe segala kerja and jadual keluar masuk aku, aku kena bentang kasi semua orang dengar and jelas. Baru dorang puas hati kot. Hik.. aku tak pernah peduli hal orang. And to be honest, nama dorang sume pun aku tak tahu. So aku rasa cam kelakar plak dorang duk amik tahu hal aku. Saya terasa sungguh glamer.. haha.

Please la people, mind ur own business. Leave me alone, will ya??

A promising July~

June has been rough on me. But July started with a big smile on my face. :D

Owh, now i'm in my last trimester. Sudah masuk 6 bulan maa.. Perut sudah membesar dgn hebat. And dah start itchy2.. ouch! Kaki sudah sakit2 and a bit sembab. Berbaring bukan lagi satu perkara yang enak lagi asyik sebab it gives pressure on my pinggang and tulang rusuk (which i used to called tulang belang2.. haha).And i need to do some shoppings too! This part memang best. hehe. But i'm loving this experience. No matter how hard it is, it's so beautiful in its own way. Thank you Allah :)

Hubby is coming back next weekend insyaAllah. Awana Kijal!! Here we're coming!! Tak sabar nak show him my baby bump and let him feel them kicking in my perut. It has grown a lot bigger since we last met early June itu hari. I know he's just as excited as i am. Owh kamu, cepatlah pulang!!!

What else huh? I'm a bit tired actually. Siang tadi teman Kak Lily layan blues. Sian kakak ku yang sorang tu. Pastu shopping2.. Now kena rehat kot. I'm praying so that my July will be full of happiness.. ameen~ Nite. :)

I'm not Nora Elena. But i'm just as lucky :)

Woke up in the morning, with a bouquet of red roses beside me. Mom said, "Dari suamimu yang tercinta..", sambil tersengih2..

And aku pun bangun dengan terpinga-pinga.. dapat bunga pagi-pagi? Owh, before that, it's not really awal pagi, coz i was not well. Tak pegi keje. MC sebab demam, batuk, semput sume bercampur la.. seminggu jugak aku MC.

Then, baca kad yang terselit, of course it's from my beloved hubby, takkan from Seth Tan plak kan? haha..

Thanks kamu!! Eventhough i didn't get a whole car boot full of beautiful flowers :P, that flowers u sent me really made me smile for the whole day.. despite my not-so-very-good condition.

Here is the pic <3

I love you, En.Suami! You're the best! :)

Kosong.

I'm feeling so empty. Masalah berakhir. But with the most unwanted solution. Tapi apa2 pun terpaksa redha. Perancangan Allah itu lebih baik kan?

For the sake of my babies dalam kandungan aku ni, and for the sake of my mother, aku memilih untuk berlapang dada. Bukan memilih untuk membenci. Walaupun aku punya 1001 alasan untuk membenci mereka semua. Tapi dendam bukanlah penyelesaiannya. Itu akan buat aku lagi merana. Jadi, i'm learning to forgive and forget.

Tapi itu tak bermakna aku boleh menerima semua ini sekelip mata. Aku juga manusia biasa. It may take months, or years before i can really accept all this.

Moga Allah permudahkan semuanya. Dan aku mohon Allah lindungi aku dan anak2 aku dari segala sifat keji dan mungkar. Amiin.

And to my hubby, thank you for giving me the best advice. It really calms me down. I love you! :)

Suka dan Duka

Heyya! Salam..

So many things happened lately. i don't know where to begin. okay let's start with my shopping trip to KL last weekend.. it was a blast!!! Seronok sangat shopping barang baby eventhough jalan terkengkang-kengkang n terkedek2 cam itik, tapi babies punya pasal takde hal la..

I'm glad i decided to do the shoppings now because walaupun kandungan baru 5 bulan, Allah je yang tahu betapa beratnya nk bawak perut sambil shopping. Kaki lenguh la, perut cramp la.. dugaan betul. kalau tunggu 6-7 bulan, rasanya kena shopping naik kerusi roda la kot.. and Alhamdulillah we managed to buy 80% of the barang2 babies.. so the trip was a success!

Pastu semalam ada appointment ngan doctor, and doc ckp my babies are both girls!!! hihi.. sukenya!!!!! tapi.... before gi shopping aritu, scan baby nampak cam boy, but that was last month punya scan la.. so kami tak beli satu pun barang kaler pink..byk unisex la kot.. takpe la, pasni leh shopping sakan plak bila babies dah besar sket.. hehe..

Thank you hubby sbb belanja sume2 and bought me 2 precious gifts.. hehe.. i love u!! Muah2!

Okay abes cite gembira, balik2 kuantan, ada plak masalah timbul. It's a family matter. Tak dapat nak cerita kat sini tapi betul2 buat aku sakit kepala. Harap2 cepat2 la hal ni selesai. Takmo dah susah2 hati.. sian babies lam perut aku ni. Please pray for us k.

Erm, tu je kot for now.. nnt update lagi.. chow!