Thanks to all GAULians!

I don't really have much time to write. But curi-curi masa jugak. So i'll try to keep it short and sweet!

I wanna thanks my good friends (GAULS) for giving me such a great party that night.

Really-really enjoyed myself. Rindu nak berborak-borak (bergosip) ngan korang.

Aku sangat appreciate what you guys have done for me. It's priceless..

Aku harap our friendship tak putus di sini.

And please pray for my happiness.

Love you guys a lot! A LOT!

See you all on my wedding day! :D

Sad VS Happy

Someone was complaining to me that my blog penuh dengan entry sedih.

Actually.. my life isn't very bad. I'm having a good time actually..

Cuma when i feel bad, i like to write in here.. coz it helps to release my stress.

But when i'm happy, i don't feel the need to write.. and sebab tu la my blog full of entry yang JK (jiwa kacau) belaka.

Okay after this, i'll try to share my happines gak. InsyaAllah if ada masa. :)

Two different era.

Me and them.

We live in a different world.

I don't understand them.

They don't understand me.

I think their ways are ketinggalan..

They think my way is so mengarut.

I need my own time and space.

As if they don't.

The way i release my stress, they think it's bullshit.

I don't know how they release theirs, but i respect it. If it works for them.. just go on!

Just don't bother me. I have my own way. Please can't they just respect it?

Owh God... Give me the strength to face these differences between us.

Nasib? Oh no.. let's call it Ketentuan.

Manusia hanya merancang.

Tapi, Allah yang menentukan segalanya.

Dan sesungguhnya, rancangan Allah itu adalah yang terbaik.

When things don't go your way.. what would you feel?

Frustrated? Stressed? Sad? Demotivated?

Of course la.. kan?

Tapi sampai bila?

Hidup mesti diteruskan.. tak kira macam mana payah pun.

Hey Rozzairin.. you've been through a lot k. A LOT!!!!

And Allah has taught you well. Like the saying goes.. "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger". And it's true.

This is nothing compared to what you had to go through before..

But this time, the difference is just that you're no longer single. You've dragged him into your world yang full of 'Ranjau Sepanjang Jalan'.

So, YOU TWO have to go through this TOGETHER.

And get ready for the next chapters to come.

Together.

I hate myself.

I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself!

Why? Because aku jahat. And I hate myself for that. :(

I'm so sorry.

It's July!

Hari ni dah 1 july.. and ada lagi about 1 month to go before the wedding.

Preparation? Banyak super lagi benda yang belum beres.. tapi Alhamdulillah everything's under control (kot??).

Been very up and down like a roller coster last few days.. stressed sgt! and the hormones were not helping at all. Need time out! but there's no one to hang out with. Ended up crying alone in my room. Talked to Dibah, and felt better afterwards.. thanks dear!

But apart from all the serabut-serabut thingy, some things went well according to plan. And some even went beyond my expectation.. and i thank God for that.

For a person yang belum kerja and tak berduit tapi gatal nak kawin, i can't demand lebih2. Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada and apa yang i can get with the money. But will always try very hard to give the best for the majlis nanti.

Tik.. tok.. tik.. tok...

I'm so nervous~ Help! Help!