I'm not Nora Elena. But i'm just as lucky :)

Woke up in the morning, with a bouquet of red roses beside me. Mom said, "Dari suamimu yang tercinta..", sambil tersengih2..

And aku pun bangun dengan terpinga-pinga.. dapat bunga pagi-pagi? Owh, before that, it's not really awal pagi, coz i was not well. Tak pegi keje. MC sebab demam, batuk, semput sume bercampur la.. seminggu jugak aku MC.

Then, baca kad yang terselit, of course it's from my beloved hubby, takkan from Seth Tan plak kan? haha..

Thanks kamu!! Eventhough i didn't get a whole car boot full of beautiful flowers :P, that flowers u sent me really made me smile for the whole day.. despite my not-so-very-good condition.

Here is the pic <3

I love you, En.Suami! You're the best! :)

Kosong.

I'm feeling so empty. Masalah berakhir. But with the most unwanted solution. Tapi apa2 pun terpaksa redha. Perancangan Allah itu lebih baik kan?

For the sake of my babies dalam kandungan aku ni, and for the sake of my mother, aku memilih untuk berlapang dada. Bukan memilih untuk membenci. Walaupun aku punya 1001 alasan untuk membenci mereka semua. Tapi dendam bukanlah penyelesaiannya. Itu akan buat aku lagi merana. Jadi, i'm learning to forgive and forget.

Tapi itu tak bermakna aku boleh menerima semua ini sekelip mata. Aku juga manusia biasa. It may take months, or years before i can really accept all this.

Moga Allah permudahkan semuanya. Dan aku mohon Allah lindungi aku dan anak2 aku dari segala sifat keji dan mungkar. Amiin.

And to my hubby, thank you for giving me the best advice. It really calms me down. I love you! :)

Suka dan Duka

Heyya! Salam..

So many things happened lately. i don't know where to begin. okay let's start with my shopping trip to KL last weekend.. it was a blast!!! Seronok sangat shopping barang baby eventhough jalan terkengkang-kengkang n terkedek2 cam itik, tapi babies punya pasal takde hal la..

I'm glad i decided to do the shoppings now because walaupun kandungan baru 5 bulan, Allah je yang tahu betapa beratnya nk bawak perut sambil shopping. Kaki lenguh la, perut cramp la.. dugaan betul. kalau tunggu 6-7 bulan, rasanya kena shopping naik kerusi roda la kot.. and Alhamdulillah we managed to buy 80% of the barang2 babies.. so the trip was a success!

Pastu semalam ada appointment ngan doctor, and doc ckp my babies are both girls!!! hihi.. sukenya!!!!! tapi.... before gi shopping aritu, scan baby nampak cam boy, but that was last month punya scan la.. so kami tak beli satu pun barang kaler pink..byk unisex la kot.. takpe la, pasni leh shopping sakan plak bila babies dah besar sket.. hehe..

Thank you hubby sbb belanja sume2 and bought me 2 precious gifts.. hehe.. i love u!! Muah2!

Okay abes cite gembira, balik2 kuantan, ada plak masalah timbul. It's a family matter. Tak dapat nak cerita kat sini tapi betul2 buat aku sakit kepala. Harap2 cepat2 la hal ni selesai. Takmo dah susah2 hati.. sian babies lam perut aku ni. Please pray for us k.

Erm, tu je kot for now.. nnt update lagi.. chow!