Finding a reason to survive.

Aku tak tau la kenapa, tapi tinggal di Kuching ni banyak buat aku teringatkan hidup aku masa kat UK dulu.. Single and survival. Seriously the life I'm living right now, is very similar to my days back in Bangor. But of course, Bangor lagi seronok. (I'm sorry people, i still cannot get over it).


I miss him so badly!!

Everyday i wake up in the morning, just to find myself counting how many days left before i get to meet him. Because that's the only strong reason i can hold on to, to survive all this.

I know time seems to move slower when u keep on counting like that. But i can't help myself.

Cepatlah hari Jumaat!! Kan bagus kalau aku ada time machine. Selesai masalah!

I hate you! Yes you! You who sent me here! I really hate you! Bluek!!

adam sayang..

Hari ni aku tipon mak, tapi adam yang angkat fon..

Aku : Hello.. Boleh cakap dengan Nek Wan?

Adam: Sape ni?

Aku: Ni Mak Andak ni..

Adam: Owh.. Mak Andak.. erm, Mak Andak.. kenapa Mak Andak sedih?

Aku: Sedih? Sape kata Mak Andak sedih?

Adam: Mummy cakap Mak Andak sedih dalam telefon...

Aku: Ooo yeke.. takde la.. Mak Andak tak sedih dah..

Adam: Ok.. cakap ngan nek wan yer..

Mak: Hello... bla.. bla.. blaa...

I miss this little adam.. Although he is the naughtiest boy on earth, but he is so concern.. I love u boy!!! n i miss bertekak and gaduh2 with u.. :(

Reception and posting

Alhamdulillah.. baru selesai majlis resepsi kat Marang semalam. It's damn tiring.. but overall fun la. Got to meet Jumi's friends and Jumi's families.. And special thanks to syazwan (his friend) sebab sudi amik gambar kitorang.. And the pics are awesome! Thank u! smpai malam kot! Huh penat giler.

Akhirnya dapat jugak pakai songket yeay! :D


And pagi2 hari ni dah gerak gi kuching..

Tadi dah gi lapor diri.. Sekolah tu seems fine.. and the few people i met today pun cam ok..

Esok pencarian rumah bermula.. *pening*

Malam ni tdo hotel lu.. with him :)

He's lying beside me now.. watching movie while i'm updating my blog..

Can i consider this as our 2nd honeymoon? Ala boleh lar.. boleh lar plss? hehe... Bukan senang nak dapat berdua-duaan camni..

I thank God for giving me such a caring and caring and caring and penyabar husband like him.. it would have been soooOOoo difficult if i have to do this all by myself. Tapi rasa bersalah sangat sebab terpaksa drag him to Kuching, padahal he still got one week of cuti.. He could have been bersenang lenang kat kampung but instead, here he is tolong aku hangkut luggage seberat 45kg.. excess by 15kg. lupa nak upgrade awal2.. dah kena bayar rm235 for the excess baggage.. Terbaek tak? huhu.. Sorry kamu! And thank u for willing to berkorban masa, jiwa dan tenaga for me. I love u sangat2!

Esok hopefully semuanye berjalan lancar.. mintak2 jumpe satu bilik yang best.. insyaAllah. Doakan saya yer :)