The Ugly Truth!

Sape dah tengok cite 'the ugly truth'? huahua~ Mengong punye cite. Jangan tgk!

Anyways..

I'm not writing this post to talk about the movie.. but rather some story that i heard today.

Early this morning, me and Aisyah went to this one NGO in PJ. Ada assignments kena buat kat situ. Then we borak2 with the administrator lah about the school to find some information.

Then she cerita about her experience. She's quite veteran. So memang banyak makan garam la kan.

She opened up an NGO, it's not hard to tell that she has problems with our government's special education system.. and i've to admit, memang banyak menda tak betul dalam system kita.

And aku rasa paling sedih and jijik when she cerita pasal this one case which happened to her ex-student.

Ada la this one girl, anak majistret.. she's a good looking girl..very pretty.. but she's a slow learner or dalam erti kata lain, budak lembam.. itulah istilah yang diguna pakai bagi budak2 yang susah nak belajar ni. Her mother got transfered to another negeri, then she also had to pindah sekolah la.. then masuk sekolah kerajaan..

One day, just in a split second, she was missing from her class.. cikgu dia cari punya cari.. tak jumpa.. then cari lagi.. dan lagi.. sampai la dia rasa nak cari dalam mens toilet.. and guess what, the teacher found that poor little girl in there, MOLESTED!!! by a male teacher.. with kopiah. Can u imagine????

Urgghh.. very disturbing la to hear such story.. and the worst part is, that teacher terlepas dari tindakan undang2.. and just got transfered to another school.. WTF?? Ni aku nak emo nih..

A teacher who was supposed to teach and protect, sanggup buat menda keji camtu.. apa guna kopiah atas kepala kalau nafsu cam binatang. Buat malu orang islam je. Dah la budak tu budak special.. kesian giler ok! And that administrator yang told the story is an indian woman.. malu aku dengan perangai orang islam camtu. huhu..

Dan macam2 lagi la dia cerita pasal apa yang dia tak puas hati.. and what happened sepanjang dia deal dengan goverment.. pendidikan khas memang tak terbela langsung..

and my lecturer even said, kalau ada anak special, and kita masukkan dia ke kelas masalah pembelajaran, kita dah tutup masa depan dia.. ini seorang lecturer pendidikan khas yang ckp yer.. even dia sendiri pun tak yakin dengan sekolah khas kerajaan..

Kalau di overseas, to put ur children in the special school, is a good effort, and memang ramai budak2 dia yang berjaya masuk ke mainstream school later on.. but in Malaysia, budak mainstream masuk aliran khas.. ape kes?

Besarnya tanggungjawab aku untuk masuk dalam aliran istimewa ni.. taknak jadi cam cikgu2 yang hanya bekerja sebab nak gaji.. tapi mampu ke aku? ikhlas ke aku? Aku pun tak tau..

Sekarang rasa cam berbelah bagi.. betul ke aku nak jadi cikgu for special kids ni? Betul ke Rozzairin? huhuhu.. kawan2 tolong doakan yer.. moga hati ni ikhlas dan tetap. amiin.