Dulu masa tak tau lagi kena pindah bila, i was okay. Tapi now dah dapat surat pelepasan from JPN Sarawak, still kena tunggu surat penempatan from Bahagian Sumber Manusia, aku jadi macam tak tenteram. Asyik terfikir nak balik je.
Banyak faktor sebenarnya nape aku cam homesick giler. I just came back from Labuan after 1 and a half months kat sana. Stayed with my husband. And now i missed him like crazy or in other words meroyan. And i haven't gone back to Kuantan since i came here in September itu hari. I missed my mom. My sister. My nieces and nephews. My brothers. My friends. I missed everyone and everything.
And this year pulak kena ajar subjek agama and pengurusan tingkah laku which bagi aku sangat mencabar. Kena ajar kelas paling lemah plak tu. My students sume takleh cakap and hidup dalam dunia masing2 and yang suka mengamuk.. It's so hard. i feel helpless. And aku rasa macam down sangat. Rasa bersalah pun ada sebab macam kerja tak ikhlas asyik dok pikir nak pindah kuantan. Uwaaaa!!
Cepatlah keluarkan surat saya wahai Bahagian Sumber Manusia. Tolong!!!!
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