I'm soO confused now.. i really mahu forgive this one person ok. I keep telling myself,
"ok2, aku dah maafkan dia..",
but yet at the same time, there's one deep voice inside my head whispering, as if menyambung ayat di atas, "... tapi, aku still tak boleh lupa apa yang dia dah buat, it was too much beb!".
Apakah??!
Does that mean that i still belum forgive her? Or is it normal for us to take sometimes (or forever?) to forget such kesalahan? even though kita asyik cakap kita dah maafkan dia? Entah la..
Tapi, in other cases, when i said i forgive someone, i can totally lupakan all the sakit hatiness, and they all gone with the kemaafan yang di beri. Walaupun sebenarnya boleh je ingat lagi what was it all about, but sakit hati tu already hilang.
Erm, but in this case, i really nak forgive this one person, but i don't want to be friends with her anymore.. How ar? Aiyaa.. i really hope, one day, all the kenangan yang tak best here will be erased from my memory for ever and ever..
Cakap memang senang..
Forgive and forget,
It's hard to forgive, but it is even harder to forget~ O Allah, forgive me for being soO keras hati~
6 comments:
i know who!!hehe
its ok babe, when u come back to m'sia insyaallah u'll forget sikit demi sikit the bad memory tu.
k..
just go with the flow!!
hehe
Thanks polar! hihi..
ok darling i'm down. i tatau sape. bye dunia yg fana. =(
dear. be patient. i've been there, and i think i know exactly how you feel. try to accept people the way they are, there's a reason why Allah created people with sooo many version, so many attitudes and habits that we sometimes can't figure out why they have to behave like that.but what can we do? just deal with it.
make love not war.
belajarlah utk berlapang dada. insyallah Allah akan mudahkan jln kalau kita berusaha.
i've settled mine, i dah berbaik balik with that girl, and alhamdulillah, i can actually accept her, trying my best to be positive about her. =)
one thing for sure u'll always have me, thats my promise. ;)
bersyukurlah Allah still igt kt, still nak uji hambaNya, nak tgk seteguh mana kt ni. ;p
hahaha. tazkirah utk harini. nak melanggan setiap hari? ;p ala visit la blog2 ku jua! =(
rynn, sgt!! uhuhu =( i truly understand tht feeling..you soo want to forgive this person, soo want to forget everything..but you can't.
aku selalu fikir, aku rase aku dh maafkan die..tp myb kite belum cukup redha dgn semua yg terjadi, myb kite masih terase we're the victim of this and that, etc. jadi sakit hati tu masih tetap dtg wpun kite xnak..huhu.
Allah cakap in the quran,
"but forgive them, and overlook (their misdeeds); for God loveth those who are kind" (5:13)
entahlah, org kate mase akn merawat luka itu. nnt mungkin satu mase, we can really forgive n forget :) for the time being, banyak2 kan doa so that He'll make u redha upon wht has happen, n bukakan hati utk maafkan tht person..
sekian, tazkirah mcm ria juge :D
hee.. Thanks ria and dibah for ur tazkirah..
Maybe betul kot.. aku tak cukup berlapang dada, and tak redha dgn apa yg berlaku..
and i believe times will heal my broken heart..
insyaAllah pasni akan cuba mengikhlaskan diri tahap tertinggi. hihi..
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