Terlalu banyak benda yang terjadi pada hari ni. Terlalu banyak cerita yang aku nak abadikan kat blog ni. Sebagai kenangan. Tapi rasa macam tak boleh nak focus mana satu.
Firstly,
Aku terSANGAT SANGAT SANGAT super duper terharu!!! Cikgu-cikgu and students pendidikan khas buatkan satu jamuan perpisahan yang meriah super! It's too beautiful to be true. And so meaningful. Rasa appreciated sangat sangat. And lots of presents too! hihi.. Didn't expect that at all.
And special thanks to Angah, Namin, Jimi and Leman sebab bersusah payah membantu aku buatkan hadiah malam semalam. Bersengkang mata kot???! haha.. sian korang. Tapi amatlah berbaloi! And dorang tolong hantarkan kek + goodies + the presents kat skolah tadi. Thanks guys! :)
Majlis berlangsung dengan meriah + sayu. haha.. sesi berair mata adalah wajib, of course! huk. Kena buat ucapan lak tu. Tak dapat cakap panjang-panjang sebab sebak. Aku sambung bercakap dalam hati je pastu. Hik.. sangat best!
And secondly,
After majlis tamat, tetiba sorang student aku, Hazman, cam kena rasuk. sesak nafas. Pastu cam ketuk-ketuk kepala and meronta. Terpaksa berlari panggil ustaz suh turun jampi apa yang patut.
Dalam-dalam kalut kelibut tu, sempat lagi sorang student aku wat lawak. Eh no, he was serious, but i think the whole situation was damn hillarious.
Dia berlagak macam seorang bomoh. Satu tangan pegang bahu Hazman, pastu dia baca beberapa surah. And dengan tangan terketar-ketar dan mata tertutup rapat, dia cakap "Keluarlah kau dari tubuh cucu Tok Adam ini!!!".. and i was like.. "WHAT??!"... (tapi dalam hati je lar).. And perut aku senak kot tahan gelak.. hahahhaa! adoi lar.. Kami ni risau kang takut die lak jangkit kena rasuk. Last-last gi suruh die masuk kelas je. Hazman dibawa ke hospital, and sekarang pun dia masih di hospital, and insyaAllah keadaan die dah stabil. Tapi masih lemah.
And thirdly, (here comes the tak best part)
Blum pun abes debaran kes Hazman tadi, Lecturer aku pulak datang nak observe buat kali terakhir. And hari ni of course takde kelas.. Camne dia nak observe??? Damn!
And she was like very bengang sebab aku tak inform die awal-awal yang hari ni takde kelas, and diganti dengan jamuan perpisahan. This is my last day at school, what did she expect???
Aku ngaku aku cuai. Patutnya aku inform dia. Tapi i didn't. And that was my biggest mistake kot!
Tapi cara die marah and scold me, as if aku ni seorang guru yang tak bertanggungjawab, tak ikhlas mengajar, and seorang yang sangat teruk tingkah lakunya. And she might write a report about all this fuss. And of course to flunk me she said!
HELLLOOOOOOO!!! who is she to judge me like that? She didn't even know me. And i think dia tak layak nak bercakap soal keikhlasan dengan aku, sebab hanya Allah yang tahu macam mana hati dan perasaan aku terhadap budak-budak ni and kerjaya guru ni.
And there was me, crying for the 2nd time today~ But this time, for a completely different reason.
So sekarang ni, perasaan aku cam tak focus. Semuanye bercampur baur. I was supposed to be happy and contented. Today was supposed to be MY DAY! But it turned out to be the other way around.
But i'm soO glad all the other teachers were very supportive. And their words really eased my heartache.
That's what i love best in this school. The pendidikan khas teachers! They are the best group of teachers ever!!!!!!! Selalu giler bagi suppor kat kami dak2 praktikum. Rajin giler and very comitted. And sangat-sangatlah sporting! Pendek kata memang best giler ar! Hidup aku indah kat sini sebab ada dorang. Kalau tak, dah lama kojol kot.
Hmm... Panjangnyer aku citer. Kenangan-kenangan masa praktikum ni, terlalu perit dan terlalu indah untuk aku lupakan. Dan aku taknak lupakan pun. Banyak sangat pengajaran dan pelajaran yang aku terima. Moga jadi bekalan yang berguna.
Kepada my students, (walaupun i know none of them will read this)
I love you all!! And you've made each and every single day i spent teaching at this school SoooO colorful. Thank you soO much!
And to all the teachers (Kak ju, kak azany, kak niza, kak ida, kak najibah, dayah, kak linda, aisyah, jannah, and mas), Thank you atas pertolongan kalian!! Hanya Allah yang dapat membalasnya. And thanks for the presents! :)
To PPM, kak laili and kak ina, mekasih tak terhingga sebab banyak giler tolong saya!! things wouldn't be the same without you two! Thanks sangat2! (thanks for the present too of course.. :) )
And now, after all the hardworks, tears, and doa, i'm gonna leave everything to God. May i face whatever comes next with a strong heart, insyaAllah. :)
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